The three phases run over a trial-and-error foundation, so the first chapter is genuinely turbulent and the last is genuinely wise.
Conscious line 6: Consciously a role model, aware of being looked to and of the timeline you are moving through.
Unconscious line 3: Unconsciously trial and error. Things break, repeatedly, and each break carries information.
The two lines together
The first phase is bruising, because a role model who is experimenting fails in public. The second is a real retreat, and the third is where the accumulated evidence becomes something other people want.
This profile suffers most from comparing itself to peers early, since the design front-loads the mess and back-loads the payoff.
Strengths
Wisdom built from a large body of tested experience
Resilience under public failure
An example that is credible because it was earned
Challenges
A hard, visible first chapter
Comparing an early phase to other people's later ones
Impatience with a timeline that does not move faster